New Release ~ ARIC: The Wild Ones ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke

Title: ARIC: The Wild Ones
Series: Jokers MC Series
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: May 23, 2021
 

 

Aric grew up wild in the swamps of Louisiana with one goal in mind: To become a part of a 1% MC. The perfect choice, the New Orleans Jokers whose president Blackheart grew up with Aric’s mother and helped her raise the wild child after his father deserted them. Blackheart gives Aric chance after chance to not screw up, and become a patched member of the club…but it would be his last chance that will change everything. A simple initiation, a joke really, will ignite a war between two rival clubs that will end lives for some and an entire era for others.
Gianna Lear grew up the daughter of the Mad Men’s president, Lear. She loved her father, and thought of the rest of the men as family, but it was a life she hated and couldn’t wait to escape. Gia happens to be at the Mad Men’s bar the night of Aric’s dangerous initiation. At first he amuses her, then he scares her, and then without either of them even noticing, he steals her heart.
Two worlds will collide in an inferno that will burn so hot that even as some look to the future and others live in the past, none will escape a present that will leave burns so deep and scars so thick that nothing will ever be the same again.

 

Hands on his knees, Aric tried to keep still as the car jostled him against the two men he was stuck between. He was not a fan of physical contact while blindfolded in the back of a car when there was an armed man on each side of him, but who was? A little light came through the bottom of the old, dirty necktie that covered his eyes. Aric didn’t know anyone who wore neckties and he couldn’t help but wonder where they found it. It’s likely they took it off of one of the Tuccis, a crime family they’d had “business” with lately.

“We’re gonna go over the rules one more time now,” the man sitting in the front passenger’s seat informed Aric. “Shit’s about to get real and we can’t have you forgetting.”

Aric didn’t say anything, he just nodded.

“You have until we remove your blindfold to back outta this. You do that, we’ll let ya go. You wanna leave town with your tail between your legs and you don’t cause any trouble for us on your way out, hell, we’ll give you a lift to the bus station.” There was silence as the car went around a corner, and the man started speaking again. Aric knew he had heard his voice before, but can’t put a name or a face to it thanks to the way the “tie” fold was screwing with his senses.

Aric also knew that there was no real way out of his current situation. He already knew the rules. Hell, he had asked for it.

Aric kept his mouth shut so that nobody could hear the dry crackle when he tried to speak. He didn’t move, so that nobody could see his hands shaking. In his head, he was counting three seconds: Inhale. Three seconds: Exhale. Just then, he was more worried about what he looked like to the men around him than he was about what was coming. It was his only inch of control.

“…screw this up, though, and you’re on your own. We don’t want someone who can’t get the job done. Far as we’re concerned, you fail, you better be dead.”

The rest of the speech went on in a muffled haze, but he heard that part of it. It was not helpful. The only thing he could do to keep still was counting two seconds: Inhale. Two seconds: Exhale. The man in the passenger’s seat kept talking.

After a few more turns, it was just the sound of the car and Aric’s heart pumping so loudly that it was hard for him to believe that the organ was still in his body and not held in the tight grasp of one of the men next to him. It was so loud that they might as well have been holding it up to his ear so he could hear his own life fade away. The only consolation at that point was that his heart didn’t seem to be slowing down. That had to mean he was at least still alive…so far.

The car came to a sudden stop after about an hour, and he pitched forward a second before there was a hand on each of his shoulders snapping him back against the seat.

“One more thing before you get out,” the man in the passenger’s seat said. “You do this right, and you might just be a legend. Till then, we’ve already forgotten about you, ‘cause chances are you’re already dead.”

The man was laughing loud and hard as a door opened and suddenly there was no one on one side of Aric. Instead, there was a pair of hands gripping his wrists, pulling him out of the car. He fell sideways onto packed dirt. A second later, the door slammed shut and the tires squealed as the car sped off, kicking gravel.

Aric was quick to his feet and at the same time, his hands were tearing away the blindfold. It was so dark. No moon in the sky, but under the orange glow of a streetlight he could see about a hundred crashed cars laid out in long rows. The older ones, the rusted-out ones, they were all smashed and stacked on top of each other. The place was a maze.

Down one row, he spotted something a little out of place and realized that this must be his mission. He knew that sounded dramatic, but honestly, there was nothing else to call it. He started walking toward his bike, a 1200 Custom. It was sitting next to the compactor and he was as happy to see it as he would have been to see a naked supermodel. There was a piece of paper taped to the gas tank and Aric looked all around him as he reached the motorcycle, but there was no one around. He leaned forward, taking the piece of paper in his hand and reading what was written there. In neat block letters it said, “Retrieve the green bag from the safe and bring it to the club in one hour.” At the bottom, there was an address. Aric knew the area, and it only made his heart beat harder.

He checked his saddlebags…there was no gun. He was hoping they would give him a gun. If they were sending him where he thought they were, he was going to need one. He wondered for a second if they were hoping he’d fail, but that was a stupid thought. Of course they were.

Aric tore off the address at the bottom of the note and put it in his pocket. Then, he took the lighter from his other front pocket and set the rest of the paper on fire. He was on autopilot then as he swung one leg over his seat, turned the key already in the ignition, and started off. After just a few turns and one dead end, he found the road he didn’t want to be looking for. He knew as soon as he took off from the junkyard that he wasn’t in Louisiana any more. He was only about an hour from New Orleans…but he might as well have been in a different world. One place you did not want to be if you were a Joker was Pearlington, Mississippi.

This was Aric’s initiation. His FINAL, initiation. When he first joined up with the Jokers, there was an initiation then, too, but it wasn’t like this. Tonight, there was a fair chance he would end up dead or in handcuffs…not that there was much difference between the two in Aric’s mind. The man in the front seat gave him one final chance…he’d been given more than any other man in history, according to the other men in the club. He could thank Blackheart’s affinity for his mother for that. But Aric had always been a screw-up, and he’d screwed up one too many times where the Jokers were concerned. He hadn’t taken the last chance the man had offered him, and now he had two options only, finish the job clean or embrace the hell that was coming if he didn’t.

He was almost to his destination when he realized that the bike was almost out of gas. Aric had just filled it up that afternoon. They had siphoned him almost dry, and it would be a miracle if he even made it where he was going. Thinking about getting back to the Jokers’ clubhouse after the deed was done was thinking too far ahead anyways. Right then he couldn’t afford to focus on anything other than the job at hand.

Aric turned onto the street named at the bottom of his now-burned instructions, and any doubt about where they were sending him were gone. They should have given him a gun. They had taken his colors, at least. Where he was going, he would have probably gotten shot the moment one of them spotted the big Joker patch on the back of his vest. At least he had that going for him.

When Aric was younger, joining up with a group of one-percenters was the best, most thrilling thing he could think to do with his life. The Jokers had always been a part of his life since his mom and Blackheart were friends from the time they were both in diapers. His mother had raised him on her own, in the swamps of Atchafalaya, and that had been no small task. If not for Blackheart and some of the other older bikers in the club, their tiny little family probably wouldn’t have made it. Hell, if not for them, Aric would probably already be rotting in prison. Blackheart had talked to him, and he’d even had the guys take him out behind the proverbial woodshed a few times too. It had kept him out of prison, but it hadn’t deterred his craving to wear that patch and ride a Harley. Blackheart gave him that chance as soon as he turned eighteen. He was almost twenty-five now and still a prospect, a fuck-up that most of the Jokers thought shouldn’t still even be breathing, much less given another chance. Blackheart had finally given up on him and he’d let his executives decide what to do. That was why now Aric was heading into a rival gang’s hangout and probably his own funeral.

Aric knew that he had to walk a fine line from there. If he showed any fear at all, it was over. The guys in the place he was walking into could smell that shit from a mile away. If he showed any aggression, it would be over too. If he said one wrong thing to the wrong person, it would be over. And somehow, he was supposed to get a green bag out of their safe. He can’t help but roll his eyes and wonder who came up with that one. But, he didn’t wonder for long. He was sure it was the man in the front seat, the one they called Le Singe…the VP of the Jokers. Le Singe was a no-nonsense man. He worked hard, and partied harder, and he never took shit from anyone. He was the one who finally stood up and told Blackheart that enough was enough. No amount of connection to Aric’s mother was worth risking the club because, as Le Singe put it, “The kid has alligator shit for brains.”

Aric wished he could blame Le Singe for that, but even he could look at his history and know it was true. He never meant to fuck up…it just seemed to happen. Sometimes he wondered if all those years of smoking weed out by where everyone said the swamp was haunted by Julie White, the witch, had cursed him. His mother told him that was nonsense, and without using those words said he was just basically a fuck-up.

So now Aric had about twenty minutes to get in and get out if he was going to make it back to the club in time, and his engine was already starting to sputter as he pulled into the dirt parking lot. He told himself he couldn’t think about that…he had to stay focused.

There was only one right way to get through this “mission” alive, but unfortunately, Aric didn’t know what it was. All he could do is turn off his bike, climb off, and walk inside giving just the right amount of eye contact so that the Mad Men didn’t take him out before the job was done.

The bar went quiet when Aric walked in. A few of the guys in the bar looked vaguely familiar and suddenly he wondered if they might know his face. The Mad Men and the Jokers had been enemies longer than Aric had known how to ride a bike, a three-wheeled tricycle for that matter. He was inside their bar though now, and so far, the Mad Men were keeping their distance from him.

Aric picked a spot at the bar and sat down. When the bartender came over, he ordered a drink, and once the words were out of his mouth, he couldn’t remember what he ordered. It didn’t really matter, except that it might be his last drink on earth.

The good news, and what he was trying to focus on, was that the safe was right behind the bar. Aric wouldn’t have to waste time finding it, but of course he had hoped for the security of a small, dark room away from everyone.

A firm hand suddenly slapped onto his shoulder, startling him out of his thoughts, and Aric spun around.

“Ain’t seen you around here before,” a man with face tattoos, no teeth, and a vest with a big 1% patch on the front of it said.

“First time here,” Aric responded, trying to hide all emotion. But he could tell by the man’s eyes that he smelled his fear. It was like facing a bulldog in a junkyard…and there was nowhere to run.

“You think you can just mosey on in here and plop a squat at the bar and we ain’t gonna say nothin’?” the man asked.

Aric lifted his hands and said, “I’m not here to cause any trouble.”

“Well, you got trouble,” the man spit.

Aric’s heart seized in his chest. “I’m not trying to offend anyone. You want me to move, I’ll move,” he said. There was no point in starting a brawl. He had work to do. Besides, there was no way he could take everyone in the bar. There had to be at least half a dozen of the Mad Men there, maybe more. They owned the place, after all.

Another man slapped his hand on Aric’s other shoulder, saying, “Maybe you walked into the wrong bar.”

“Fellas,” he said, in as friendly a tone as he could muster, “I’m not here to start something. Why don’t I buy you guys a round of drinks?”

The men looked at each other and then at the bartender. “Whiskey. Taco here, he’s a gin man.” The man’s eyes narrowed and he didn’t blink, waiting for Aric to make a move.

The only move he made was to turn to the bartender and say, “Could I get a whiskey and a gin for these gentlemen?”

Almost in unison, both of the other men said, “Make it a double.”

Aric relaxed a little, but he was careful not to show that either. They were just harassing him to get free drinks and it was worth eleven bucks if it kept them from kicking in his skull. He gladly paid the bartender and when the shots came up, the two men drank them down. Then slamming the empty shot glasses onto the bar, the toothless one said, “I think one more sounds about right.”

Aric didn’t have a lot of cash with him. What he did have on hand, he had hoped to use for gas. He was nowhere near completing his objective and the two weren’t going to leave him alone for free though, so he nodded to the bartender.

The two men drank their second round and slammed their shot glasses down once more. “Another,” the toothless one said again. It was all Aric had, but he nodded. He had to keep his cover.

“Now, guys,” he told them as they slammed their shot glasses onto the counter a third time, “I’m about out of money here.”

“So maybe you finish what you’re drinking and get your sorry ass to an ATM,” the one with the grin said before bursting into a fit of gregarious laughter. A second later, the man’s face was blank, expressionless, and he stared at Aric before the toothless man patted both of them on the shoulder.

“We got our eye on you, friend,” he said, before they both walked away.

Aric looked down into his glass, still uncertain exactly what was sitting in front of him until he took a sip. It was bourbon. He hated bourbon, but he took another sip anyway. He looked up afterwards to find a smirk on the bartender’s face before he headed down the other end of the bar to take the next order.

“You really shouldn’t let those guys walk over you like that,” a woman’s voice floated toward him from further down the bar on the other side. Aric glanced over, and a new wave of adrenaline hit his veins. Women in a one-percenter bar were at risk if they were not part of the club. More often than not, they wore a vest with the words “Property of…” on the back, and you could bet whatever name came after it, that guy was sitting somewhere close by, just waiting for you to do something stupid. The woman was raven-haired and she had green, knowing eyes. She sat there with her elbows on the counter, hardly turning toward Aric as she said, “Now that they know they can get a free drink out of you, they’ll never leave you alone.”

Aric didn’t have time to be cautious. Those three rounds cost him a lot of time he didn’t have, and this woman might be his only chance of getting what he wanted. She was either his unwitting savior, or the silver bullet that would bore a tunnel through his head.

“I’ve got an ex had the same problem with stray cats one time,” Aric said, taking another sip of his bourbon. “She left out half a can of tuna one night, and the next night there they were with all their feral friends, sitting outside waiting to give her rabies.”

The woman laughed. Aric looked at her long enough then to notice she was wearing a vest, but he couldn’t see anyone’s claim on her, at least not from where he was sitting…so he decided to sit closer.

He could feel dozens of eyes on him as he moved down to the end of the bar, but no one said a thing to him. No one tried to stop him. He was sure that those paying attention wanted to see what he was going to do next.

“Well, look at you,” she said. “You’ve got some testicular fortitude walking up to a woman you don’t know in a biker bar.”

“Just figured conversation with you had got to be cheaper than talking to your friends over there,” he answered, sitting down next to her.

She scoffed. “These guys are like family and all, but friends might be a little strong.”

“I know some guys that fit that description, myself.”

“So, what brings you to an outlaw club at 11:30 p.m. on a Tuesday night?”

“I heard this place makes a decent cheeseburger,” he told her with a grin.

The woman laughed. “Kitchen’s closed, hon.”

Aric waved his hand dismissively. “That’s all right. Don’t think I could afford one now anyway.”

Behind the counter, the phone rang then. Aric didn’t pay it any mind until he noticed the bartender with the receiver against his ear and a red face. His eyes were narrowed on Aric’s face and to Aric it wasn’t clear what, but something bad was about to happen.

Aric tried to think. As far as he could tell, he had until the bartender hung up to make a move, so he did the only thing that came to mind. Taking a pen from the counter and a napkin from a nearby holder, Aric scribbled a quick note, crumpled it up, and slipped it to the woman sitting next to him, just as the bartender hung up the phone.

The man behind the counter motioned to a couple of Mad Men at the other end of the bar; it was some kind of hand signal. Whatever he was communicating, it wasn’t going to be good for Aric.

“What am I supposed to do with this?” the woman asked, unfolding the napkin on her lap.

“It’s pretty self-explanatory,” Aric answered, noticing all the faces turning toward him reflected in the big mirror behind the bar. Within a minute, the whole place was silent. The calm only lasted a few seconds, but for Aric, those few seconds were eternity, waiting for the hammer to drop.

Aric stood up and looked toward the door. Even if he could make it to his bike, he would run out of gas long before he lost anyone. There was no alternative, so he started walking. He’d only taken two steps when the woman with the black hair, emerald eyes, and now a devilish smirk on her pretty face, turned just enough so she could kick her leg out, tripping him.

Aric didn’t fall all the way to the floor, but by the time he had his footing back, he was surrounded. Men were grabbing at him, and despite Aric’s ferocious struggles, he was quickly overpowered and physically carried outside.

“What do you want here, Joker bitch?” one of the men shouted. Aric opened his mouth, hoping to lie his way out, but before he could take a breath to speak, a fist came down hard on his stretched abdomen.

They dropped Aric to the ground before grabbing him again and forcing him to his knees. He was gasping for air as another man smashed his fist into Aric’s jaw.

A voice shouted, “Take that Joker son of a bitch apart!” Four men held him while the others shouted their approval.

The toothless man, now thoroughly sauced, stuck his rotten maw in Aric’s face and said, “So which one’s yours?” Not waiting for an answer he walked away, leaving the stench of stale liquor and advanced gum disease in the air.

“Gotta be that one on the end!” one man shouted.

The four men holding Aric dragged him closer to his motorcycle. The rest of the Mad Men, who seemed to have multiplied suddenly, grabbed rocks, tire irons…whatever was close by…and in less than a minute, there was not a piece of Aric’s bike that wasn’t dented or shattered or broken.

“You like that, huh?” the toothless man shouted, getting back in Aric’s face and laughing wildly. “You see what happens when you wander into the wrong territory, boy?”

The toothless man punched Aric hard in the gut, and that was when everyone else joined in. Blow after blow crashed down hard onto Aric’s body. All he could do was curl up and try to protect himself, but he wasn’t going to last long. Hatred and panic surged through Aric’s mind and body, but he couldn’t move. There were too many of them.

The shouting started to spread, but it wasn’t coming from the men trying to stomp him out. The blows to his body slowed and then stopped completely, and suddenly, the only men shouting were the ones rushing out the front of the bar. Surprisingly, they weren’t rushing toward Aric.

In a scattered jumble, the men got on their bikes and shot off down the road and away from the bar. Aric was expecting a bullet to pierce his skull any moment, but it didn’t happen. Finally, even the last few men around Aric were on their bikes, racing off toward nowhere.

Slowly, and painfully, he got to his feet. Hunched forward and limping, he walked. It took longer than he would have thought possible getting back through the door of the bar, but when he was finally inside, he found the place empty. He managed a bloody smile before checking his teeth with his tongue.

“Still got ’em,” he muttered to himself, though he can’t imagine how.

When the bartender was on the phone, it was clear that Aric’s welcome was evaporating. So, he had done the only thing he could think to do, the only thing that might still work. On that napkin he crumpled up and slipped to the woman at the bar, he played the only card he had. The note said, “There are multiple pipe bombs in the bar. 3 minutes left.”

It was a desperate plan, but it worked. Now all Aric had to do was break into a safe in the few minutes it would take the Mad Men to realize that their bar was not going to explode. And then of course, he’d have to escape on foot. There was no way his bike was rideable, and it wasn’t as if he could wait around for a cab. Those were all just details though. Aric focused on the task right in front of him, the safe.

He took a shot glass from the counter, drank the contents in a useless attempt to numb some of the pain of getting beaten down by half an outlaw motorcycle club, and crouched down next to the safe. He put the open end of the shot glass against the safe and pressed his ear against the base of it. He’d never cracked a safe before, but it seemed to work great in the movies.

Spinning the wheel, he listened intently for the slightest click or shudder to indicate he’d hit the right number, and he heard a click. It was loud…but it didn’t come from the safe. It came from the gun being cocked just behind his head. Slowly, Aric lowered the shot glass to the floor and put his hands up.

“You really should learn how to quit when you’re ahead,” a woman’s voice said. Aric recognized it as the green-eyed woman to whom he gave the note just before all hell came after him.

“I’ve never been too good at that,” Aric told her, honestly.

“You should have seen all their faces. A lot of them didn’t believe me until they saw the napkin. Then…” she whistled, “…they got out of here in a hurry. I figured you were just trying to avoid a beating. When it started looking like they were going to kill you right there in the parking lot, though, I screamed out, ‘Bomb! He’s blowing up the whole building!’ and I’ve got to tell you something. It really lets a woman know where she stands when she tries to warn her friends there’s a bomb in the room with them, and they come over to see what she misunderstood to come to that conclusion instead of running. In the end, and I will give you some credit for this, they ran. That’s the most fun I’ve had all year, watching all those big, tough biker bros run screaming out of here. Then I find out the guy behind all the entertainment is just some lowlife trying to scam a couple hundred bucks from the safe, and I have to tell you I’m disappointed.”

“I’m not here for the money,” he said, “I just need something from inside.”

“What do you need?”

“I don’t know.”

She clicked her tongue at him and said, “Now, I can’t believe you still think I’m that stupid, do you?”

“It’s true,” he said. Without thinking, he added, “I’m just after a green bag. I don’t know what’s in it.”

“Oh,” the woman said, sarcastically, “You’re not here for the money, you’re just here for the bag we put the money in, huh? Well, that’s a lot better.”

“I don’t know if there’s money in it.”

“Funny thing, actually,” she said, “There’s not. That’s the bag we use for bank deposits. There won’t be anything in there until closing time after they count the tills.”

The bag was empty. It shouldn’t have been a surprise, but Aric was gutted. All of this had been a test. He wasn’t running a mission, or stealing something valuable from the Mad Men. He was sent on a useless errand that might still get him killed. What was worse was that he had failed.

“Like I told you,” he said, “I’m not here for money. Just the bag and whatever is already in it. If that’s nothing, it’s nothing. But, I get the feeling that doesn’t matter.”

The woman snickered behind him, but when she spoke, her voice was cold and expressionless. “Stand up.”

Aric wasn’t going to just let her kill him, but his options were limited at that moment. She was far enough back that he’d have to turn and lunge to get the gun out of her hand. She would shoot him long before that ever happened. So for the moment, he was cooperative.

“Take three steps forward and then get back down on your knees, your hands on the back of your head.”

He glanced around as he took those three slow steps forward. His eyes scanned the area for a weapon, something he could use to tilt the odds back in his favor. The closest thing was the shot glass on the floor behind him as he slowly lowered himself to his knees.

“Move and it’s lights out, do you understand me?”

Aric kept still as he said, “Yeah.” There was a gun underneath the register. It was about five feet in front of him. He was on his knees, but it could be his only chance. Before he could throw himself forward, though, a metal clank stole his attention. The next thing he knew, a green pleather envelope with a zipper on top landed on the floor next to him.

“You should leave town,” she told him. “There’s nothing in that bag, but that’s not going to matter. You’ve humiliated them, and that’s a threat to their power. You got me? If you’re expecting them to just laugh this off, you’re out of your mind.”

“Why are you helping me?” he asked.

“I told you, there’s nothing in the bag,” she said. “Those envelopes are cheap. What do I care?”

“I mean…”

“Because you crack me up,” she said. “Start to finish, everything tonight was edge-of-your-seat entertainment. That, and you can hold a decent conversation. I didn’t have to deal with you staring at my chest, at least. Of course, it probably helped that half the time we’ve been talking you’ve been facing the other way with a gun on you, but I think you deserve a little credit anyway.”

“Who are you?” he asked, but when he heard the distant roar of approaching motorcycles, he decided to skip the pleasantries. He started to get up, but froze when he remembered that she still had a gun on him.

“You should probably get on your feet if you want to make it out of here,” she told him then. He didn’t need her to say it twice. He was up and headed toward the door. Behind him, the woman was calling out, “It’s never going to matter, but my name is Gia.”

He called back, “Aric,” but didn’t turn around to face her. He doesn’t have time to waste.

From the sound, the bikes couldn’t be more than a minute away and Aric had nowhere to hide. He was carrying the green bag as a formality then, knowing he’d never make it out of there. He couldn’t even run.

Nearby, he heard a V-Twin fire up, and a moment later, a chromed-out motorcycle screeched to a stop right in Aric’s path. Aric’s heart dropped until he saw the Joker patch on the back of the man’s vest, and shaggy blond hair hanging out from underneath his half-shell helmet.

It was Gabriel.

“You gonna stand there and get your bones broke or are you gonna get on the damn bike?”

Aric didn’t waste another second. He was hardly on the seat before Gabe was cracking it. Before long, the bar, the Mad Men, the crazy woman named Gia, they were all far behind, fading into the night.

Aric hadn’t planned on riding bitch that night, but Gabe had just saved his life. The way back to the Jokers’ club, the speedometer rarely dipped below ninety. Aric gripped the empty green bag like it was full of rare gemstones with one hand and held on for dear life with the other. If anyone in the Jokers’ clubhouse understood Aric’s tendency to screw up, it was Gabe. They’d grown up together, but Gabe had one thing going for him that Aric didn’t. Blackheart had actually finished raising him when his parents died, so where Blackheart did his best to stand up for Aric, he’d absolutely refused to let anyone lay a hand on his “adopted son” Gabe.

Once Gabe brought the bike skidding to a stop, he was screaming at Aric to “Get the fuck inside! You’re still on the clock!”

Adrenaline kicked in again, and Aric was off the bike and stumbling to the door. He threw it open and held the bag high above his head.

A cheer erupted from the members of the Jokers. Blackheart, president of the Jokers MC, and Aric’s hero, strutted over to him then, and slapped him hard on the back. With a laugh he said, “You didn’t think we was just gonna leave you stranded there, did you?” Aric had thought that, shamefully. But, he wasn’t going to tell his president. He tried a painful smile just as Blackheart’s face turned serious. “What’s the first thing you need to know about the Jokers?” he asked.

Still seething from the “congratulatory” blow to his sore back, Aric managed to grunt out, “Loyalty.”

Blackheart looked proud, which helped ease some of the pain. “We just needed to see if you could do the job,” Blackheart told him. “And, from the look of it…” He took a long look across the room to the clock on the far wall. “You made it back with two-and-a-half minutes to spare.” The club president motioned then to one of the guys nearby. Aric caught Le Singe’s eye in the meantime and wondered if the look on the older man’s face was disappointment, that he’d made it back. It took him a few seconds to realize what Blackheart’s Road Captain had handed to the president and Blackheart was holding out to him. It was Aric’s kutte and the Jokers patch…not the “prospect” one he’d worn for years now, but the real thing…was already sewn onto it. He was filled with a hundred different emotions as Blackheart said, “Brothers, tonight we welcome Aric as a full-fledged member of the New Orleans Jokers.”

Aric had fantasized about the moment for years, and he was thrilled. But as it seemed like every big man in the club wanted to slap him on his sore back, he began to realize that all he wanted at the moment was a soft chair and a bottle of Ibuprofen. There would be plenty of time to celebrate when his body healed.
 
 
Jessie Cooke writes hot romance novels about tough guys, bad boys, bikers, fighters and lovers and the women of strong character who tame them.
 

 

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Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: January 15, 2021

 

If the old saying is true, The Road to Hell Is Paved with Good Intentions, Elijah “Tank” Warren was headed straight there. He’d built his life around good intentions, and it became a life that would break his heart more times than he could count. 
 
Elijah was born with the need to save everyone. He saved Brandt “Badger” Miller when he was just a kid, and then as an adult he was recruited into the Southside Skulls to save him once again. Sadly, his best friend would turn out to be his Judas, betraying him in ways that Tank could never have imagined. Meanwhile he would give up on real love and happiness trying to save the women in his life, leaving him a middle-aged man, with nothing but regrets…at least, so he thought. 
 
Can a knife to the back and secrets revealed from the most unexpected sources finally convince Tank that the time has come to save himself at last? 
 
Ride back to the past and into the present with some of your favorite Southside Skulls and find out for yourself!

 

“Elijah…”

Elijah grabbed Erin by the waist and pulled her up close to his big, hard chest. His rough hand gently glided through her blonde hair and the way he was looking at her brought every nerve in her body alive. Goosebumps raced up and down her arms and down her spine. She’d never felt like this before, not with anyone, and she was desperate for it not to end. She knew from the minute she saw him that he would be trouble, and she should have run away then and there. He was the kind of man who had terrified and excited her all at once, the kind of man who came into a woman’s life once in a blue moon. The kind of man a girl didn’t want to be the one who got away.

“I want to kiss you, Erin. I want to kiss your lips and taste every part of your mouth with my tongue. I want to bite your neck and kiss and lick every beautiful inch of your body. I want to be inside of you…no, make that I want to die inside of you.”

The words were incendiary, but it was the way he said them that lit up her soul. His hazel eyes were alight with passion and his deep voice was raspy with emotion. Erin could feel the tears swimming in her own blue eyes. This kind of moment should be reserved for lovers, not for two lost souls who should have never met and would never meld into the one soul that they both ached for. “Elijah, I told William about you.”

“It doesn’t matter, Erin. Even if he looked into my eyes and gave me his blessing himself, it would never be good enough. If I can’t have you to myself, I just can’t have you. I wish that the first time I saw you I could have convinced myself it would end this way. If I had been strong enough to do that…”

“Then we would have missed out on three beautiful years of knowing, and loving, each other,” she said.

The giant of a man batted his eyelashes, trying to drive away the tears that kept filling his eyes. His voice cracked as he went on to say, “I saw that light in your eyes that I’ve waited to see my entire life, and I wasn’t strong enough to walk away. No one ever looked at me the way that you do, and it blinded me to everything else, for too long.”

“You haven’t done anything wrong, Elijah, and even if we had slept together, the only reason we even met in the first place was because your old lady wasn’t faithful to you.”

Elijah, aka “Tank,” chuckled, but to Erin’s ears it was a sad sound. He was huge, three hundred pounds of solid muscle. His bulk, coupled with his long hair and beard, and the vest that identified him as a Southside Skull, had frightened her the first time she saw him. But she’d been unable to deny that he also fascinated her as well…and slowly she’d come to know the man underneath all of it. She had seen him in every stage of emotion. She’d come to know a man who loved to laugh, and it was an infectious laugh that became like a drug to her. She had come to know a man who had once loved a woman so much that he’d allowed her to strip him of his self-esteem and making him a laughingstock among his peers. But most of all she loved him for the one thing that would ultimately tear them apart…his love for another man’s child…a child he never could, or would, turn his back on. Erin breathed him in now and thought about all the other women who thought they had seen this beautiful man naked. She would always have the knowledge that although they’d seen him without his clothes, and they’d touched his beautiful skin, they’d never seen him the way that she had. Erin had seen into his soul, and he had seen hers. There wasn’t a thought, a wish, a hope, or a dream she hadn’t shared with him over the past three years, and although he’d never seen her without her clothes either, no one had seen her so bare. “I knew from the day I took Samantha in that she could never love or want me the way I wanted her. I knew that if I tried to corral her, I’d only push her away. I did love her, Erin, I still do in a way…but not the way I love you. She needs me, the way William needs you, but mostly Macy needs me and turning my back on Sam would mean turning my back on that little girl. I’d be nothing without her.” 

“But you aren’t faithful to her, Elijah. I don’t understand the difference.” He’d been honest with her about his and Samantha’s relationship. Sam was a drug addict and sometimes she’d disappear for days at a time. She had also slept with most every man in the club…including Doc Marshall…before she made her way to Tank. And he told Erin that he’d slept with others as well, the girls that hung around the club, and the ones in the porn industry they ran. It hurt her to think of him touching another woman…but, she was married herself, so who was she to judge?

“I know this doesn’t make sense,” he said, “but the only woman I’ve ever cheated on her with is you.”

Erin felt a tear roll down her cheek. “How is that possible? We’ve never had sex. We’ve barely ever touched like this, or kissed.” There had been one, long, passionate kiss in the rain that Erin initiated, and relived every chance she had. That had been the closest she’d ever come to losing all control. Tank had been the one to pull back first, and he’d never kissed her like that again.

“I’ve satisfied my needs with women who wanted nothing more from me, and whom I wanted nothing more from. But emotionally, intimately, I’ve never shared things with a woman the way I do with you. In my mind, that’s the true act of infidelity. If we crossed that last line, Erin, I’d never be able to go back. I’d lose Macy, and she’d lose the only person in her life that truly cares about her. Sam has used her as a pawn since even before she was conceived, and she wouldn’t hesitate to do so again. I can’t risk that happening. And William…he might be willing to allow it, but you have to know how badly it would hurt him. I’ve seen the look in his eyes when you’re in the room. He might not be able to satisfy you sexually any longer, but there’s nothing but pure love there. I couldn’t betray him like that, and I don’t believe you’d be okay if you did.”

He was right. She already spent so much of her time feeling guilty for falling in love with another man. Since William’s diagnosis, her love for him had become almost maternal. He needed her to care for his every need…and until Tank, no one had cared for hers. Tank went on, and the tears became so torrential she could hardly see his face through them.

“You’re my best friend, Erin, the best friend I’ve ever had, or ever would have. I thought that would be enough…but years of that has begun to turn into a physical pain that I can’t bear any longer. I can’t see you, and not touch you anymore. I can’t pretend any longer, Erin. This is killing me inside.” He let go of her and her body convulsed in a shudder. Then he drove the knife deeper into her heart, just before turning and walking away. “I will always love you, Erin and no one will ever take your place in my heart. But I don’t want to see you…ever…again.”
 
Jessie Cooke writes hot romance novels about tough guys, bad boys, bikers, fighters and lovers and the women of strong character who tame them.
 

 

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New Release ~ Razor: The Wild Ones ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke & Suzy Wilson

Title: Razor: The Wild Ones
Series: Jokers MC Louisiana #6
Author: Jessie Cooke & Suzy Wilson
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: December 10, 2020
 
 

 

Frasier “Razor” Trahan never passed up a stray, but his entire life he was told, first by his parents, and then the president of his club, that he couldn’t save everyone, but that wasn’t going to stop him from trying. So even while Razor was on the run from his own troubles, the temptation of a beautiful, petite, dark-haired “stray” along the side of the road was just too much for him to resist. Razor will discover two important things quickly, however. First, keeping this one safe and alive will be much more difficult than what he’s used to. And secondly, giving this one up is going to hurt a lot more.
Kayleigh and Bobby were high school sweethearts. She thought she knew everything about him, and she thought moving from her father’s house to Bobby’s house would be the first step to the fairytale ending she’d dreamt of her entire life. Unfortunately, life had other ideas. Bobby wasn’t who she thought he was, and her fairytale ending quickly turned into a nightmare when she became the only witness to his murder. Unable to turn to her father, Kayleigh does the only thing she can think of, she takes Bobby’s hidden stash of money, and runs. But now Kayleigh has to decide if she’s ready to face her biggest fear: being alone, or strong enough to accept help from the giant man with the leather kutte and troubles of his own brewing behind his beautiful eyes.
Razor and Kayleigh join forces to battle both of their demons. They have the help of the Jokers, but even with New Orleans baddest bikers on their side, they’re going to need much more than that to make it out alive.

 

 

 
 
 
“Bobby?” Kayleigh wiped the sleep from her eyes and sat up in bed. Glancing over at the LED clock on the dresser, she saw that it said 1:15 a.m. “What are you doing?”

Her boyfriend Bobby, the man she met in high school and knew right then that he would be the love of her life, stood a few feet from the bed. When she’d woken up, he looked like he was headed for the door, but now he turned back toward her. He was dressed, in a pair of jeans, a long-sleeved t-shirt, and boots. He had his jacket in his hand. “Go back to sleep, babe. I’ll be back soon.”

Kayleigh sat up further and reached over and switched on the light. “Back from where? What’s going on?”

Bobby sighed, but almost imperceptibly. Suddenly, there was a smile on his face, that gorgeous smile she’d fallen in love with six years earlier. She’d given up a lot to be with Bobby. Her father hated him and none of her friends liked him, but Kayleigh spent years telling herself they just didn’t understand him. Sure, he wasn’t perfect, but who was? Lately however, she’d had cause to worry that maybe some of the things they’d all said about him were true. On more than one occasion he’d come home hours after he was supposed to. On two occasions while he was out, strangers…scary looking people…had knocked on the door looking for him. Bobby always had some kind of “logical” excuse for everything, but Kayleigh was starting to wonder if her dad had been right all along, and she was just too naïve for her own good. 

Bobby sat down on the bed and reached for her. Kayleigh stiffened, but didn’t pull away. “Kevin called,” he said, running his hand over her hair and down her back. Even when she was upset with him, his touch brought her body alive. “He and Daisy had a fight and she left him at the bar. He needs a ride home.” 

“Seriously?” Kevin was Bobby’s best friend, had been for even longer than she and Bobby had been together. Kayleigh wasn’t crazy about the guy. It seemed like he was always getting himself into trouble and pulling Bobby down with him. “Why can’t he take an Uber?” They lived in Baton Rouge, Louisiana. The party scene was not as wild as their neighbor, New Orleans, just about an hour and fifteen minutes southeast of them, but it could get wild. The capital city drew thousands of tourists a month, and the “Red Stick,” as the locals fondly called their city, not only offered some of the best hotels, restaurants, bars and clubs in the state…but they also offered ample amounts of public transportation. 

“She didn’t leave his phone so he can’t call one. He used the phone at the bar to call me, and he’s waiting, Kay, so I have to go.” He kissed her on the forehead and stood up. “Now just go back to sleep, baby, and I’ll be here when you wake up for work in the morning.” 

Kayleigh didn’t say anything else as he went out the door, but as soon as he was gone, she jumped out of bed and pulled on a pair of yoga pants and a long-sleeved t-shirt. She pulled her long, dark hair up into a messy bun on the back of her head and then slipped on her running shoes. On her way through the dining room she grabbed her phone, purse, and keys. The sound of Bobby’s car leaving the street they lived on was fading by the time she reached the garage. That was okay though, she wouldn’t need to tail him in order to find out where he was going. Kayleigh’s father was the assistant chief of police in West Baton Rouge Parish. He’d been a police officer her entire life, and although the idea of invading Bobby’s privacy, or following him around in the middle of the night, had never occurred to her until the past few weeks, when it did, her law enforcement connections came in handy. 

Kayleigh grew up with one of her father’s favorite young officers. They’d been best friends all the way up until Kayleigh started dating Bobby in high school. Unfortunately, Jason and Bobby couldn’t stand each other, so she and her best friend had drifted apart. She felt guilty the day she’d called and asked him to meet her for coffee. He hadn’t seemed surprised when he found out she’d only reached out because she needed help. But he hadn’t said no, probably because he was hoping she’d catch Bobby having an affair and finally dump him. 

The day after they had coffee, Jason came by one of the job sites where she was working. Kayleigh had her own little landscaping business. There was nothing she loved more than working with her hands and being outside. He had brought what she asked for, what the men and women in law enforcement referred to as a “slap and track” device. It was a GPS monitor that was no more than the size of a fifty-cent piece and attached anywhere underneath a car. Jason had sworn to her that he wouldn’t tell her father, but even now as she got into her own car to find out once and for all where her boyfriend went in the middle of the night, she worried about that. If her father found out that she thought Bobby was cheating, or up to something equally as disturbing, it would only add fuel to the already raging fire that burned between the two men. 

Kayleigh brought up the device on the app she’d downloaded on her phone and started driving. The first thing she noticed was that Bobby wasn’t headed for the downtown district where he and Kevin liked to party. It looked to her like he was headed for the marina where he worked, but that wouldn’t make any sense at one o’clock in the morning. The warehouse never opened before 4 a.m., and Bobby worked the afternoon shift. 

Kayleigh drove for almost an hour, and sure enough she found herself pulling into the dark parking lot behind the Shamrock Marine/Baton Rouge Warehouse where Bobby worked as a laborer. Bobby’s family was rich and the first few years they lived together, he didn’t work at all. But Kayleigh found it hard to respect a man who didn’t want to earn his own living, so he’d finally given in and gotten a job loading and unloading boats and barges. He didn’t make much, but it was honest work. Kayleigh was sure that his mother still gave him money too, since he always seemed to have more than he should. But she’d learned to pick her battles, so she’d left that one alone. She wondered suddenly if maybe he’d been working overtime, and for some reason he didn’t want to tell her. That made her feel almost guilty enough to turn around…almost. 

She spotted Bobby’s car in the parking lot. Other than his car and a handful of shiny Harley Davidson motorcycles, the lot was empty. She drove around to the far side of the warehouse and parked a way away and then slowly and quietly, she made her way over to the side of the building and the small, dirty four-paned window. She peeked inside, but the window was so dirty that it was hard to see anything other than lights and shadows inside. She pressed her ear up against the tin wall and she could hear voices, but not what they were saying. So, growing bolder, she snuck around to the front of the warehouse and positioned herself behind the open door. 

“That’s all I got right now but give me a few days…” Bobby sounded nervous. 

“You’ve been given more time than most,” an unfamiliar male voice said. “Most people are dead the second we find out they’re stealing from us, you stupid cunt. You should appreciate the fact that you’re still breathing.” 

“I wasn’t stealing, I swear…”

“Shut the fuck up! Nothing but lies come out of your mouth! You’re a junkie and a fucking thief…and worse yet, you got us into a fucking war with a street crew thanks to your lies!”

“I didn’t, man, I…” A sound like a boot crunching into soft flesh, and a loud grunt from Bobby. There were seconds of nothing but the sounds of Bobby trying to control his breathing, and then, “I’m sorry, man.” Bobby’s voice was infused with pain. “I’m really sorry. I’ll fix this, I promise. I just need twenty-four hours, man. You know my family has money. I’ll get it…” Kayleigh flinched when she heard the sound of flesh against flesh and a loud grunt. 

“That’s the same fucking thing you said last time. That was over a week ago.”

Bobby’s voice sounded desperate now and Kayleigh’s body was shaking all over. She didn’t understand what was going on…what did Bobby steal, and why? He didn’t need to steal anything. All he ever had to do when he wanted or needed something was ask his family, his mother in particular. She never said no. 

“Okay,” Bobby said, breathlessly. “I have some of the cash at the house. I was going to turn it all in, I swear I was. I just had a big-ass sale all at once and…” She heard one of the men say something in a low, threatening voice, but couldn’t make out the words. Bobby’s voice had a definite quiver in it when he said, “I’ll get it for you now…” 

When Kayleigh thought about that night later, this would be the part she played over and over in her head. It was surreal, and yet she was listening to it play out in real time, so she knew she wasn’t dreaming. The man chuckled and said: 

“Nah, we’ll get it ourselves.” And then the sound of a gunshot rang out and echoed off the walls of the warehouse. Kayleigh was so startled by it that it literally knocked her off her feet. Panicking, she scrambled back upright and almost ran inside the warehouse to check on Bobby…but what then? She’d be a witness, and they’d shoot her too. She didn’t even realize that tears were already streaming down her face when she heard another man say, “Let him bleed out right there, I don’t give a fuck. Howie, get over to that house and find that money he was talking about. Take Snake and Granite with you.” 

“He’s got an old lady,” another man’s voice said. “What should we do with her?”

“Again, I don’t give a fuck. Just make sure you take her somewhere that no one can hear her scream…now go on.” 

Kayleigh hadn’t meant to gasp out loud before she took off running, but she had. Before she turned the corner around the side of the warehouse, she heard another shot and the sound of it bouncing off the metal wall of the warehouse, only inches from her head. That one elicited a scream from deep in her throat, but she kept running. When she got to the car, her sweaty, slick palm slid off the door handle at first. The torrent of tears flooded her face and made it hard for her to see, and her shaking limbs were making just standing upright difficult. 

The man who had taken a shot at her was running in her direction now and she had to get out of there. She finally got a grip on the door handle, pulled it open, and without even closing it she stepped on the brake and pushed the starter button. As soon as the V8 engine in her Dodge Charger growled to life, she hit the gas and pulled the door closed while the tires were spinning and filling the night with the smell of burning rubber. The man with the gun was about six feet in front of her car then and taking aim. Without thinking about anything other than self-preservation, she pulled the steering wheel hard to the right and saw his eyes go wide. The thud of his body against the front end of the car was sickening, but she ignored it. More men were coming toward her now, and several had climbed on their bikes. Kayleigh’s car reached upwards of sixty miles per hour before she even hit the road that led out of the warehouse lot. She pulled the wheel to the left and felt the car take the turn on two wheels. As soon as she was back on four, she accelerated again, leaving a cloud of dust behind her as she headed for the main road. She had to go to the police, or call 911…Bobby was dying, or dead. But those men knew about her, and they didn’t seem to have any qualms about killing her too…or worse. With a shaking finger she pressed in 911 and kept her eyes on the road in front of her. 

“911, what’s your emergency?”

“There’s a man at the Baton Rouge Warehouse who has been shot. Send help, hurry!” She ended the call quickly, sure that it would take them a fair amount of time to trace that call back to her. By then, she planned on being long gone. She could go to her father, but after he finished saying “I told you so” about Bobby, he’d lock her down like a criminal in order to keep her safe. She could go to Jason, but he’d only try to force her to tell her father. No…she had to get somewhere that these guys couldn’t find her and think. Once she’d had time to do that, then maybe she’d call her dad. 

Kayleigh finally hit the paved road with the back end of the Charger fishtailing as she did. She was thankful for the time of night and lack of traffic, and she raced toward her house. The men behind her knew where Bobby lived, which meant they had her address, but they didn’t know who she was, yet. She just had to make sure she lost them on the way and got the hell in and out as quickly as possible. Kayleigh lived in Baton Rouge her entire life, so she knew the streets like the back of her hand. She spent the next half an hour making sharp turns and racing through residential districts, down back alleys, and changing direction every few minutes until she no longer heard the loud rumble of the bikes behind her. 

It took her another hour to get to her own street. Once there, she drove by the house twice, making sure there was no sign of the bikes, and all looked quiet in and around the house. The only light on shone from her bedroom from the lamp she’d turned on before Bobby left. She went around the block and left her car parked on the street that ran behind her house. She didn’t look at the front end when she got out; she didn’t want to see what the man’s body she’d hit had left there. 

She left the car but took her keys and purse and jogged the block back to the house she had shared with Bobby for the past four years. She didn’t bother unlocking the front door, but instead slipped through the back gate and through the door to the garage that they almost always left unlocked. 

She made her way through the dark, not taking out her phone, or turning on any lights, listening as she moved slowly, making sure there were no sounds in the house. When she made it to the bedroom, she went to the closet and took down the locked box where Bobby insisted on keeping what he called their emergency stash of cash. He kept one key on his keychain, but Kayleigh had watched him hide the other one in his dresser drawer one night when he thought she was asleep. She’d never looked inside the box, and suddenly she was beginning to realize, naïve was exactly what she’d been. She took the box over where the light was still shining and set it on top of Bobby’s dresser. Sliding open his top drawer, she tossed out his neatly rolled socks until she saw it, a small, single gold key, taped to the back corner of the drawer. Kayleigh pulled it out and because she was still shaking so hard, she had to fumble with it several times to get it into the lock. Once she finally had it there, she turned it to the right and heard it click. Taking a deep breath, she opened the lid, and gasped. 

The first thing she saw was a 9mm handgun and a box of ammo. The next thing her brain tried to process were the two neatly stacked and bound piles of one-hundred-dollar bills. What the hell had Bobby gotten himself into? 

The sound of motorcycles suddenly penetrated the quiet that surrounded her. She felt like she was going to be sick and told herself how stupid it had been to come back there. But she couldn’t run if she didn’t have money for essentials at least. She scooped one pile of the cash out of the box, and then deciding what the hell, she took the other one as well. She grabbed a tote bag hanging on the wall and shoved the money into it, then remembering how close she’d just come to getting shot, she grabbed the gun and ammo, and shoved them in the bag as well. Kayleigh knew how to shoot; her father made sure that she learned everything about guns as soon as she was old enough. She didn’t have any idea if she could shoot a human being, but the bikes were so close by then that she didn’t have time to ponder that. She hooked the bag over her shoulder and ran out of the room and back down the hallway, and then out the door she’d come in through. 

Instead of going back out through the front gates, where she could now hear the bikes turning into her driveway, she tossed the tote bag and her purse over the neighbor’s back fence and then climbed over and dropped to her feet on the other side. A motion light came on as soon as she hit the ground, and a dog started barking from inside. Kayleigh didn’t wait to see what might happen. She hit the neighbor’s gate running, coming out on the other side where she’d left her car. The street was dark, but she didn’t need more than a porch light or two to make out the large shadows of two men, and the gleaming of moonlight bouncing off the shiny chrome of their motorcycles. There was absolutely no way she was getting to her car without being seen. Kayleigh suddenly wondered if this was what her cop father had in mind when he told her that her infatuation with Bobby Lee Ramsey would someday lead to her waking up in the center of a landfill, and wondering how in the hell she’d gotten there.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Jessie Cooke writes hot romance novels about tough guys, bad boys, bikers, fighters and lovers and the women of strong character who tame them.
 

 

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New Release ~ Grayson: The Wild Ones ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke

Title: Grayson: The Wild Ones
Series: Jokers MC #5
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: November 9, 2020
Loyalty is the one thing Grayson Richard grew up understanding completely. His belief in loyalty above all else led to him becoming a New Orleans Joker, and finally finding the family he had always been lacking. But loyalty had also given him many sleepless nights. With his uncle imprisoned for a crime Gray knew his mentor Tucker committed, Grayson will be left with two choices, blood or loyalty.

 

Tucker McCloud was a small-time crook and drug dealer, who ultimately became one of the richest and most respected businessmen in the US…and behind the scenes, a big-time drug and arms dealer. When Tucker is diagnosed with Alzheimer’s, keeping his empire running becomes next to impossible, and Grayson’s loyalty will once again be tested when it seems he’s the only one the old man can turn to for help.
In the midst of it all, Poppy Le Blanc juggles her own demons and will have to learn that sometimes strength is less about what you can do for yourself, and more about who you’re willing to let in to help you.
From the swamps of Louisiana, to the coast of California, lives will be changed, people will be broken and above all, loyalties will be tested. Ride along with the New Orleans Jokers, and find whether or not Grayson and Poppy can carve out a path that will lead them far from the pain of their past, or straight into the eye of a storm that’s been brewing for twelve long years.

 

 

 

Jessie Cooke writes hot romance novels about tough guys, bad boys, bikers, fighters and lovers and the women of strong character who tame them.
 

 

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Book Tour ~ Chance: The Wild Ones ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke

Title: Chance: The Wild Ones
Series: Jokers MC #4
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: September 11, 2020
 

 

 

A baby born out of violence. A child, gone without a trace, a brother and sister at odds…these are the obstacles that Chauncey “Chance” Le Blanc, the good-looking, charismatic new Sergeant at Arms of the New Orleans Jokers will be forced to navigate as he tries to move forward with his life, and leave the traumas of his childhood behind.

But the past never dies and a man who can’t let go of it and forgive himself can get as stuck as the roots of the cypress trees that grow in the swamps of Louisiana. Chance hadn’t even realized he was stuck until he had to come face to face with the possibility of losing a child he didn’t know he wanted, the ghost of the brother he thought he’d never see again, and the anger of a sister who he couldn’t protect.

Chance Le Blanc will have to put the brakes on the future he thought that he wanted and make a U-turn into a past he never wanted to return to. The only question now is, once he goes back, will it be possible to forgive himself for his mistakes, turn back in the right direction, and finally live the life of the man that he so desperately wants to become?
 
Chapter 1

Gabe found Chance sitting in a plastic chair in the lobby of the ER, up against a wall and isolated from anyone else in the room. His friend was leaning forward in the little chair with his fingers clutched in his hair. He’d been crying when he called Gabe earlier, sobbing, and it was a sound that Gabe hadn’t heard from his friend in years. He’d been terrified as Chance searched for the words to tell him what had happened, especially when he heard sirens in the background. Chance got out enough for Gabe to figure out that something had happened to Sharon, but he couldn’t understand what, or how bad it was. The sirens kept growing louder and Chance’s words got harder to understand until at last he heard him say, “Over here! She’s in the bathroom. Hurry!” And then the line went dead.

Now Gabe stood there just watching Chance, not necessarily in a hurry to find out the rest of the story. His mind often went back to the night that he and Chance had chased one of the Mad Men into the Manchac Swamp. He knew the guys thought he was goofy, and maybe even a little crazy sometimes, so he rarely spoke to anyone about it…even Chance. But he had thought about it a lot, and he’d spoken to his Maw Maw about it on more than one occasion, and that morning after Chance’s call…he’d finally told his old lady Patrice his fears. He could tell as he looked into her pretty blue eyes that she wasn’t making fun of him, but was genuinely curious when she’d said, “You really believe any of this has to do with a woman…a witch…who has been dead for a century?” Gabe hesitated to admit it, even to her, but he’d reminded himself that she loved him, and he’d admitted to her then that he did, indeed, believe he and Chance had somehow left the swamp that night with a curse on their heads and a target on their backs.

Too many things had happened since then for there to be any other explanation. If it had only been the fact that Gabe had been attacked by a gator and had his leg almost completely ripped off, he could write it off to the dangers of hanging out in the swamp at night. But so many other things had happened since then in only a few short months. Gabe’s leg had healed but the scars and the stiffness in it every time he got out of bed in the morning or rode his bike for more than a few miles were stark reminders of what had happened. Chance had his head beat in that night, with a lead pipe. Once he recovered from that he had found out that his old lady was pregnant by one of the Mad Men who had raped her. A couple of months later, he’d been shot in an ambush that never should have happened. Now something else was going on, and by the sound of his friend’s voice on the phone earlier, it was bad. And then there was what he’d seen on his race to get to the ER…someone from their past who could only have been there to make Chance’s life even more miserable. Gabe hadn’t had time for a confrontation, but he knew it would have to come, and soon.

Gabe knew that running with an MC was dangerous, especially an MC as rowdy as the Jokers…but the superstitious Cajun in him couldn’t help but wonder if he and Chance needed to go back out to that swamp with some holy water or something and make amends with Julie Brown, the old witch that legend said haunted that part of the swamp. He was almost 100% convinced they were both carrying around some kind of curse for disturbing her that night…and that conviction only grew stronger by the day.

Gabe finally started toward Chance and was only a few steps away when his friend pulled up his head. Gabe had seen him beaten and shot, sad, scared, and angry. He’d seen his best friend in just about every situation possible…but nothing had terrified him the way that the look on Chance’s face did right then. His green eyes were almost swollen shut from crying and his pale skin was red and splotchy. His bottom lip was swollen, and bleeding from where he’d been chewing on it, an old habit from his childhood that only reared its head when Chance got himself into a situation he was unable to control.

“What the hell happened?” Gabe said. “Is she okay? Sharon…?” Chance stared at him for the longest time before finally in a hoarse whisper he said:

“The baby died.” Gabe felt sick. He knew, and everyone else in the Jokers clubhouse knew, that baby inside of Sharon was created by her rapist. But in the months after her rape as her belly grew and she told her eight-year-old twins they were having a baby brother or sister; she had come to love it. Gabe knew that Chance struggled sometimes with whether he’d be able to love a child of Gregor’s, a man who was now dead, but had been scum of the earth when he was alive. But Chance loved Sharon, and her children, and Gabe knew that his friend had done everything to convince her and himself that everything was going to turn out alright.

“Fuck,” Gabe said, sinking down in the chair next to Chance. “How?”

Chance sucked in a shaky breath and let it out before he said, “She thinks I did it on purpose.” He buried his face back in his hands and his entire body began to shake. Gabe wasn’t sure what to do. He wanted to comfort his friend, but he knew Chance well enough to know that touching him, especially at a time like this, was a bad idea. Chance had PTSD about being touched, thanks to the monsters who raised him, and Gabe knew enough to understand why.

“I don’t think that’s…”

“Don’t. Don’t say you don’t think it’s true, because you’re wrong. She told me so…fuck, man, I would never hurt her…or an innocent baby. I already started thinking of that baby as mine, you know that. I thought she knew that too.” He sucked in another sob and Gabe felt it all the way to his core.

“You want me to call Blackheart?” Chance was already shaking his head before Gabe had finished the question.

“No. Don’t call him…I can’t…” He stood up and began to pace. “I just can’t talk to anyone else right now. She won’t even see me. She’s in there all by herself and she told me the twins are staying at her sister’s…like she thinks I might hurt them too…” Tears were rolling freely down his cheeks, and Gabe hated himself for not knowing what to do. He opened his mouth again, about to try when suddenly there were two men standing in front of them, men in cheap polyester suits and shiny shoes. Fucking cops.

“Mr. Le Blanc?”

“That’s me,” Chance said, quickly wiping at his face. Gabe’s heart hurt for the embarrassment his friend was feeling for showing his emotions.

One of the detectives turned toward Gabe. “And you are?” Gabe stood up and said:

“His friend, Gabriel Broussard.” The cop looked him over, like he was looking at a bag of trash alongside the road. Gabe was used to it. Even before he wore a leather kutte that announced to the world he was a Joker, he’d been considered trash by most of it. Chance had it a little better. His movie-star good looks had always made people treat him differently. At least outside of his own family. Gabe never resented Chance for it, though; he always told his friend that it wasn’t his fault he looked like fucking Brad Pitt. 

“Mr. Le Blanc, we need to speak with Miss Cole, but we’d like you to stick around because we’ll need to speak with you afterwards.” Chance nodded and Gabe said:

“About what?”

One of the cops lifted an eyebrow at him and Chance reached out and put his hand on Gabe’s arm. Looking back at the cops he said, “I’ll be here. Just remember please that she’s been through hell today and don’t push her, okay?” Neither of the cops responded to that. Chance and Gabe watched them show their badges to the girl behind the Plexiglas and then the door to their right buzzed and the men disappeared through it. When they were gone Gabe looked at Chance and said, “Okay, man, I need you to tell me what the hell happened.”

Chance dropped into the chair again and ran his hands through his already wild hair. With a heavy sigh he looked up at Gabe and said, “It was a fucking freak accident, man, I swear. I’d never hurt her…”

Sitting down next to him Gabe said softly, “I already believe you, man, just please tell me what happened.”

His hands were shaking, and he clasped them together tightly like he was trying to get them to stop before saying, “The twins stayed with their grandma last night. Me and Sharon had this nice dinner that she cooked, and we watched a movie…she’d set the whole night up because things have been so bad between us…”

“Bad? You didn’t tell me things were bad.”

“She’s been really moody lately. I just figured it was hormones. But she cries a lot and when I try to comfort her, she tells me that she knows I hate the baby, that I’ll never be able to think of it as anything other than Gregor’s spawn…” He hesitated. Gabe waited, but he couldn’t believe what he was hearing. He’d never heard Sharon talk to his friend like that, or anyone for that matter. She was always so sweet and quiet. “I started out trying to tell her she was wrong, but she wouldn’t believe me, and it got to where we had the same stupid fight almost every day. I even started sleeping on the couch. We hadn’t had sex in over a month…I just kept telling myself it was hormones and it would all be better after the baby was born in two months. So anyways, she set up this whole romantic night for us. She actually cuddled up to me when we were watching the movie…it’s been so long since she even touched me…” He hesitated again and Gabe was wishing he’d hurry and get to the point. He was uncomfortable hearing so much about their intimate, private moments. The two men shared a lot, but not things like that. “So, after the movie, we had sex…it was good. I fell asleep thinking things were going to finally go back to normal. This morning I woke up to the smell of bacon. She made me breakfast and we ate together out on the back patio…” Tears were rolling down his face again and Gabe had to stifle the urge to shake him and tell him to just spit it out already. Every word he pushed out seemed like it took effort, and it was hard for Gabe to stay patient…but he did.

“After breakfast she went to take a bath and I went out to the garage to work on the chopper. I’m not sure how long I was out there…maybe an hour. When I went back in the house, I called out to her and she didn’t answer. I went into the bedroom and she wasn’t there, so I knocked on the bathroom door. She didn’t answer then either, but I could hear her crying. I tried to get in, but it was locked. I spent a fucking long time banging on the door, but she wouldn’t open it, so I went around outside and wrenched open the bathroom window. It was fucking ridiculous, trying to get my big body through that window, but I could get inside far enough to see that she was sitting on the floor, naked, and she was bleeding. I freaked out when I saw all that blood and ran back inside…. I was scared. I didn’t know why she was bleeding, and she wouldn’t talk to me. I should’ve called 911 right then. I should’ve called somebody…” He stopped then, and when it was apparent that he wasn’t going to go on Gabe said:

“What did you do?”

Chance started sobbing again and every one of his sobs tore at Gabe’s very soul. Gabe didn’t know how many minutes passed before Chance finally found his voice again, but when he did, he said, “I broke the door down. I told her I was coming in. I yelled at her to move a few times before I hit the door…she just started screaming at me then, telling me to stay out, saying it was all my fault. The door splintered when I hit it…I swear, Gabe, I swear I didn’t want to hurt her…” Shit. His friend was falling apart, and this time as his body was wracked with sobs, Gabe reached over and put his hand on Chance’s back. After a few minutes he softly said:

“I know you’d never hurt her, Chance. I’m sure she does too…”

“That door landed on her, and most of my weight did too. I don’t remember a lot after that except for getting everything off of her and calling 911…and you…but when they put her in the ambulance she was crying hysterically, and when I tried to get in with her she screamed at me. She said it was my fault. She said the baby was dead and it was my fault and she told the EMTs she didn’t want me anywhere near her. I just got on my bike and followed her here. I told the nurse in the ER I was the baby’s father, so they’d let me back, but as soon as she saw me, she started freaking out again and they threw me out, threatened to call the cops. She thinks I did this on purpose.”

“No,” Gabe said, trying to keep his voice as calm as possible. “She’s probably just saying those things because she’s upset about losing the baby. I’m sure she doesn’t mean…”

The door opened and the two detectives stepped out and approached them again. One of them said, “Mr. Le Blanc?” Chance stood up and he said, “I’m gonna need you to turn around and face the wall. I’m guessing you know the position.”

“Wait, what the fuck is going on?” Gabe yelled.

“Your friend is being arrested for assault,” the cop said. “Maybe even murder depending on how they decide that baby died. If you don’t want to take a ride downtown with him, I suggest you back off…now.” Gabe opened his mouth again, but Chance said:

“Don’t, Gabe, please. Go home, okay?”

“I’m going to tell Blackheart. He’ll call the attorney. Don’t say anything until he gets there. It’ll be okay, bro. We’re going to get you out of there…” The cop was already reading Chance his rights. Gabe’s pain for his friend turned into rage and he knew he had to get out of there, or he would be the next one in cuffs. He turned and all but ran for the door, not stopping until he got to his bike. He took out his phone then and called Blackheart. As soon as the president answered he said, “Boss, we have two…really big…problems.”

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New Release ~ Ransom: Westside Skulls MC ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke


Title: Ransom: Westside Skulls MC
Series: Southside Skulls MC #33
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: July 22, 2020
A little boy lost in a grown man’s body.
Wyatt “Ransom” Logan had worn a Westside Skulls kutte for five years.
On the exterior he was all man, but inside he was broken.
Stolen from his family and his life at the tender age of six had set the tone for the rest of his life, and twenty years later he still felt like he was running from monsters…except that now they lived inside of him, and he couldn’t escape.
Two years out of an emotionally abusive relationship, Luna Evans had just started to regain her independence, and her confidence.
Then one night while recharging alone in the wilderness, she’s savagely attacked.
 
She’s left bloody and beaten on a private road leading to a cabin that belonged to a man who was just as lost as she was.
 
Alone, Luna and Ransom’s demons threaten to drown them in darkness.
But together can these two young lovers find their way back out into the light?
 

 

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Spotlight Tour ~ Revenge ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke


Title: Revenge
Series: Southside Skulls MC
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: June 2, 2020
On the outside, Dax Marshall, the charismatic, enigmatic leader of the Southside Skulls seems to have everything. 
 
He was born MC royalty, the little prince of the legendary Doc Marshall and the beautiful Dallas Paxton. 
 
He was handed the empire his father built when he was only twenty-one years old. 
 
He took it to new heights, and married the “perfect” woman and started the “perfect” family. 
 
He had the respect and admiration of hundreds, and to most he seemed blessed with even more than his fair share of good luck.
 
But even lucky men have secrets, and Dax Marshall is about to find out that nothing stays buried forever.
When fifteen-year-old Dax meets his first love, a series of events are set into motion that will take him from basking in the glow of young love to a murderous rampage that will span two decades, and threaten to destroy everyone and everything Dax Marshall has ever held dear.

The rain pelted Dax’s face, each icy drop like a slap against his frozen cheeks. The wind whipped through his wet hair, and his jeans and t-shirt clung to his body like a second skin. He was aware of it all, but vaguely. His attention was on the dark water that ran underneath the bridge he was standing on, and the two heavy trash bags that he’d just thrown over the railing and watched as they sank slowly into the Charles River.
He stood there until they’d completely disappeared, not even noticing the crimson-colored drops of rain that slid down his arms and rolled off his hands, finally splashing against the concrete at his feet. The icy rain stung the scratches on his arms, and he was faintly aware of the burning sensation that lay underneath the splotches of pink on his t-shirt where his skin had been torn open by the knife. Dizziness assaulted him all at once, and he reached out to grip the railing, closing his eyes to regain his bearings. As soon as he did, the entire scene began to replay itself in his head, beginning with getting off the plane at Boston’s Logan International Airport, early that afternoon.
He’d been physically and emotionally overwrought, and the only thing on his mind was getting home to his family. He slung his canvas bag over his shoulder and headed for the exit, but just before he got there, he was overcome by a blast from the past. It took a hell of a lot to shake Dax up, but at that moment he was shaken to his very core. The sights and sounds of the busy airport disappeared and he became acutely aware of his rapidly beating heart and the burn of the acid in his stomach and throat.
It had been at least twenty years since he’d seen the man’s face. There were light scars where the tattoos had been removed from his face, and the collar of his shirt hid the ones on his neck, if they were still there…but Dax knew without a doubt who he was looking at. The man’s eyes were focused on the woman he was talking to, but even from a distance, they were still like looking into bottomless pits of darkness.
Dax had been so overcome with emotion at that moment that he’d almost confronted the man right there in the airport. He was well versed in the art of self-control; he’d been trained by the best. But just then as his own blue eyes lay glued to the man’s face, he felt his restraint waning. He had to physically shake himself and take a deep breath and remind himself who he was. He was Dax Marshall, son of Doc Marshall and the leader of the largest MC on the East Coast. He wasn’t a little boy any longer and the man with the wicked black eyes no longer had any hold on him.
Instead of the confrontation that Dax physically ached for, he stood back, out of sight of the man and the woman the man was with. After a few minutes, the two kissed goodbye and the woman went toward the TSA checkpoint with her bag in tow. The dark-eyed man watched her until she disappeared around the corner, and then turned and headed for the door. Dax let him get a good distance ahead, and then he followed him out. At the time, he had no real plan for what he’d do when he got the man alone, but he knew he couldn’t let him get away…again. Dax had fantasized about this moment for years, and his fantasies were about to come true.
He followed the man to short term parking and watched him get into a late-model Lexus SUV. He hated taking a chance on losing him, but the parking garage was busy, and he knew security cameras were watching from every corner. He watched the man pull out of his parking spot, memorized the license plate number, and then on his way up the stairs to the level where his bike was parked, he called Hunter.
“Hey, boss!”
“Hunter, I need a name and address on a registration on a cream-colored Lexus LX with vanity plates. They’re Massachusetts plates, Lexi229.”
“You got it. You need this in a rush?”
“Yes, and Hunter, I also need you to forget I ever asked about this.”
“Give me five minutes, boss, and then it’ll be like I never heard from you.”
Dax thanked him and hung up. When he got to his bike he made another call, this one to Angel.
“Hi, baby! Are you on the ground?”
“Yeah, but unfortunately, on the ground in Dallas.”
“Dallas?”
“Yeah, my flight out of LAX was delayed and this one is grounded until morning. I’m sorry, but I won’t be home until tomorrow.”
“Oh…damn.”
“Everything okay there? You and Susie doing okay?”
“Yeah, baby, we’re fine. The guys are always looking out for us. I just miss you and I have something I wanted to talk to you about.”
“I miss you too, and we’ll talk as soon as I get home.”
“Okay. I love you.”
“I love you more, baby.”
Dax felt a flutter of guilt for lying to his old lady. He rarely did that, but there were some things that she didn’t need to know…some things no one needed to know…and this was one of them. He unlocked his saddlebag and took out his kutte and put it on. He didn’t travel with it unless he was on his bike, representing his club. He slapped on his half-shell helmet then and threw a leg over his bike. He’d just settled into the leather seat when Hunter called him back. The car didn’t belong to the man; it was registered to a woman. Dax was relieved to hear the woman had the same last name as the man he was chasing, however, because that meant they probably shared an address as well. He thought about how lucky it was that the woman was boarding a plane; hopefully that meant he’d have the dark-eyed man all to himself.
Dax put the address Hunter gave him into his GPS and took off. The address was at a house in Newton that was only about a thirty-five-minute drive from the airport. Newton was a suburb near downtown Boston where the median income was six figures. If the black-eyed man owned property there, Dax didn’t doubt that property had been built on the backs and blood of other men, women…and probably children as well.
“Boss?” Now Dax looked up from the dark water into the eyes of his SA. Cody stood there holding a paper bag, as soaked to the skin as Dax was and looking at his president with worried eyes. Dax took the heavy bag out of Cody’s hand and opened it up far enough to look down into it. Satisfied with what he saw, he pulled his arm back like a professional baseball player and tossed it over the rail. He listened for the splash and then looked at Cody and said:
“It’s done. We better get out of here before the sun comes up. I’ll meet you back at the house.” Dax spent three hours at that house in Newton before he called Cody. Once Cody arrived, the two men spent another two or three hours there. It would still take them several more hours to do what they needed to do there and by that time, the sun would be up and Dax would need to decide what to tell Angel about his wounds before heading home. He hadn’t slept in almost forty-eight hours at that point, but there was no time for that. No rest for the wicked. With one last glance over the railing he pulled the Lexus keys out of his pocket, looked at Cody again, and said, “I’m sorry for dragging you into this.”
Cody wasn’t much of a talker, but he touched Dax on the shoulder and gave him a look that said everything he was feeling. The young man was loyal to a fault, and Dax knew that he’d be more upset with Dax for not calling him than he ever would be at him for reaching out for help. Cody was a good man, but he was a good man with a dark past, and Dax knew firsthand that darkness can be suppressed, but never completely extinguished. Sometimes he felt guilty knowing that darkness was what made Cody most invaluable to him on nights like this, and he couldn’t know that and not wonder, at what cost did it come to his young brother?

 

Dax climbed back behind the wheel of the Lexus and watched in the rearview mirror as Cody walked up the road to where he’d left his bike. Once he heard the Harley fire up, and Cody’s headlight came on, Dax started the car. As he pulled it out onto the road, he glanced into the rearview mirror again. This time, instead of seeing what was right behind him, he saw a pair of accusing blue eyes looking back at him. He remembered that feeling of hate that had hissed like hot lead through his veins as soon as the man with the dark eyes had opened the front door, and he remembered the five minutes of satisfaction that he’d had before the reality of what he’d just done had set in. And now…all he felt was numb.
 

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Book Tour ~ Blackheart: The Wild Ones ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke

Title: Blackheart: The Wild Ones
Series: Jokers MC #1
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: May 12, 2020

 

Evan “Blackheart” Babineaux is a hard-working, hard-partying, playboy who has spent most of his life as the President of the infamous Jokers, a 1% MC, set deep in the swamps of New Orleans. 

 

Blackheart was raised in the swamps, as wild as the cattails that grow there and the alligators he’d learned to wrestle even before he was old enough to drive.
The swamps were also where he first lay his light blue eyes on Sally, the love of his life…and a dead body that neither of them would ever be able to forget.
New Orleans is known across the nation as a melting pot of cultures, its rich Cajun culture, its music, and its non-stop party atmosphere. It’s also known for its tales of voodoo, spirits, witches and vampires.
Evan and Sally will learn at a tender age that monsters are more often human than not, and there would be two human monsters lurking in the shadows that would have a heavy hand in shaping both of their lives.
The first installment of The Jokers is the story of Evan and Sally. From two kids who knew they were soulmates, to two tangled paths that have finally come to an intersection in life.
It’s the story of two hearts that have beat as one for decades…and the one man who is hellbent on destroying it all.

 

Eleven-year-old Sally’s face was contorted with terror and her throat visibly vibrated with the scream she was holding back, as she reached out her hand. Twelve-year-old Evan, probably fighting harder than Sally was to control his emotions, took it. It was the first time Evan ever held hands with a girl that wasn’t his mother, or one of his sisters…but as much as he loved Sally, and he knew he was going to marry her someday…Evan also knew that this wasn’t going to be a moment either of them ever looked back on as “romantic.” What they were looking at on the ground was horrific, even for the kids who had been born and raised in the wilds of one of the least known about and most misunderstood places on earth.Evan Babineaux and Sally Guidry were born and bred along the banks of the largest swamp in the world, the Atchafalaya. Stretching out over 1.4 million acres, and located deep in the heart of Louisiana, the Atchafalaya holds more mystery, and guards more secrets than the jungles of the Amazon. The Atchafalaya was not only home to the two children and their families, but it also housed over sixty-five species of reptiles and amphibians and over two hundred and fifty species of birds. It’s a place where panthers, black bear, bobcats, nutria, mink, fox, muskrat, beaver, otter and raccoon live in states of both harmony and war. It can be a spooky place even in the daylight when the cypress trees with knurled roots protrude just far enough above the water to throw off the sun and give the illusion of lurking predators. Or it can be mysterious at night when the symphony of sound coming off the water plays background for the feathery wisps of Spanish moss, dangling and fluttering against the black sky or under the light of a full moon, looking like a ghostly apparition, as it searches for a suitable cypress bough to call home.

Evan and Sally were children who didn’t startle easily. They knew which animals to avoid, what areas to stay out of, and even which plants they could pick to eat, and which ones might kill them if they were only to reach out and brush their fingers against the leaves. They’d been sent out at times with baskets to pick the medicinal plants that their mothers and grandmothers used to make medicine that kept them and their siblings alive, and they’d been sent out with shotguns to secure something for dinner on the eves when their daddies got too drunk after a day on the river and forgot to come home. They grew up as part of remnants of a civilization as yet untouched by the hands of the modern outside world, without things like electricity or telephones. They were the offspring of Acadians who had settled upon the rapidly sinking earth, eventually cohabitating and mating with the blacks and the whites like the French, who had come to the swamps for the same reasons the Acadians had…to live, love, and create life in a place that even the hands of time seemed unable to touch. They created families, and their own language, and their own culture, twisting and binding what they’d each brought with them until they’d created their own vibrant and colorful culture unlike any other.

The people who reared Sally and Evan, and those that came before them, weren’t rich in dollars and material things, but their souls were rich and their bodies hearty and it took a lot to rattle or even startle them…but nothing either child had seen or heard in their short time on earth had prepared them for what they’d stumbled upon that day. The silence between them was almost deafening before Sally finally said:

“Should I go get Paw Paw?”

“No.” Evan didn’t hesitate. Sally’s grandpa was the last person they needed there. Evan wouldn’t tell Sally, but like the rest of the community, he thought the old man wasn’t really right in the head. He would want to chant some black magic, voodoo bullshit that wouldn’t do any of them a lick of good. Evan knew what they needed at that moment was a grown-up with a cool head, and the only man the boy knew who fit that description to a perfect “T” was his own Paw, Jean Luc Babineaux.

“I’ll get my Paw,” he told her. Evan started to release Sally’s hand, but he felt her grip onto him tighter almost simultaneously. In a voice he usually reserved for one of his little sisters when they woke out of a nightmare he said, “It’s okay, Sal. I’m not gonna leave you. The mud’s deep here. though, so hang onto my belt loops—I’ll need my arms to get us out of here.” Evan had learned young that while walking in the bayou, upper body strength can be just as important as lower. He used his arms to reach out and grab onto the trunks or boughs of the trees that surrounded them, and use them as leverage to pull his feet out of the deep, sucking mud so he could move forward with another step. Sally clung onto him and although she was tiny, made his journey back out of the little cove they’d been exploring that much more difficult.

Evan was covered in sweat by the time they broke through the thick trees and long, tall lines of cattails, onto the dirt road that led to the river’s edge. Evan’s family home was there, situated among a dozen others. It was the place where he and all three of his sisters had been born, and his father before him, and his grandfather before that. It was small and cramped and occasionally his father had to use cement blocks to keep the front porch from dipping so far down on one side that it looked like a ramp. But it was home, and as soon as Evan saw it, some of the terror that had been digging its claws into the boy’s soul began to ebb slowly, like a tide as it left behind the soft, wet clumps of sand on the beach.

“Paw!” Evan yelled, taking Sally’s hand again and beginning to run toward the house. His father’s voice caused him to stop halfway and look toward the old boat docks.

“Evan! Come on and help me here, boy! Grab that duct tape over there.”

Evan would have told his Paw that his news was the type that couldn’t wait, if Jean Luc wasn’t at that very second straddling the broad back of what looked like a seven-foot alligator. Evan looked at Sally and mouthed, “Sorry,” before releasing her hand, grabbing the roll of silver tape off the porch railing, and running toward his dad and the ginormous reptile. Normally watching his Paw take down a gator fascinated Evan. He was in awe of the 6’6″ three-hundred-pound man who could rock a baby to sleep at 2 a.m., pull in a two-hundred-pound cage of crawfish, and wrestle an alligator before the sun came up every morning. Most days Evan wanted to grow up to be just like him…Jean Luc Babineaux was King of the Bayou, and that notion made young Evan proud.

“Get ’em, boy! You gonna stand there and watch him eat me, or what?” his Paw snapped, and brought the boy out of his thoughts and back to the task at hand. Pulling about two feet of the silver tape loose from the roll, he crept closer and while his Paw continued to wrestle the behemoth, Evan wrapped the tape around its jaws, not stopping until he’d used half the roll.

“Good job!” Jean Luc said, hardly out of breath. He patted the still angry and twisting gator on its side and said, “I ought to just ride him into town now!” Evan was sure no one would be surprised if he did. His Paw had a reputation in town, so much so that the townsfolk were almost disappointed if Jean Luc walked in like a “normal” man and didn’t leave them something to talk about for days, weeks, months, or even years afterwards. Such a day was a rarity though, and even at forty years old, Jean Luc hadn’t run out of ways to shock them. “Help me get him into the cage now.” Jean Luc sometimes killed the gators he caught, and the meat was used to feed their family and many others. But other times, when he was able to get a hold of a specimen as big and pretty as the one he was riding, he took them to a “Gator Ranch,” a sanctuary that was a popular tourist destination. The gator would live out the rest of its life there on the ranch, amusing the visitors by simply lying lazily on the banks of the man-made ponds and waiting for its daily feeding. Evan felt sorrier for those than he did the ones they killed and ate. He had never been caged or fenced in, but just the thought of it made the boy feel like it was hard to breathe.

“Evan…” Sally still looked shaken, maybe even more so after watching Evan and his dad subdue the gator.

“Give me one more minute,” Evan told her. He did what Jean Luc asked, and helped him push the angry, uncooperative reptile into the large cage that Jean Luc would then load onto his boat. When that was done and the cage door locked up tightly Evan finally said, “Paw, me and Sally saw something out in the cove…”

Jean Luc looked like he was waiting for the boy to go on, and when he didn’t, Jean Luc said, “Well, I gotta get that gator delivered before dark, son, so as long as it ain’t nothing that’s gonna eat us in our sleep, I best get to it.” Evan was shaking all over, and he knew he had to tell his father…but the words were sticking in his throat and Jean Luc was already sliding the cage onto the boat when Sally finally said:

“Mr. Babineaux! There’s a lady in the cove…a dead lady, without a head.”

That froze the old man in his tracks. At last he straightened up and looked from his son to Sally and back again, taking in their faces and obviously unsure if this was a silly, albeit sick, little pre-adolescent game, or if they were in fact telling the truth. When his dark blue eyes landed on his son’s face for a second time, Evan nodded. “It’s true, Paw…it’s a naked lady, and she’s dead.”

Jean Luc frowned. “You said her head was gone?” The children nodded and still looking thoughtful he said, “Look like animals did it?”

“No, Paw, it looks like it was sliced off, and she ain’t been there too long because the animals ain’t really got to her yet.”

“Fuck me,” Jean Luc said, his expression remaining neutral. “I reckon I should go out and have a look. Can you kids show me exactly where you found her?” The children nodded, and with the gigantic alligator in tow in his cage, Jean Luc took them out toward the cove in the boat, stopping and tying it along the muddy banks when the kids told him to. The three of them climbed out and while Evan quickly led his Paw toward the spot, Sally held back, looking unwilling to see it again. Evan didn’t blame her. His rush was more about passing the responsibility of the horrible discovery onto his father and taking it off his skinny young shoulders. When they reached the spot where the part of a lady still lay, half submerged in the mud and muck, Jean Luc and Evan stood side by side, staring down at her. Seconds passed, or maybe even minutes, before once again Jean Luc said, “Fuck me. I reckon we’ll have the government up our butts now for a while.”

The government wasn’t something the Cajun people who lived in the Atchafalaya Swamp welcomed, especially into their homes. But insofar as Jean Luc and his family strove to live off the grid, the man had a strong sense of right and wrong, and Evan had known before they even made it out there that Jean Luc would know what the right thing was to do. Evan watched his old man’s face as he stared down at the woman. Anyone else looking at him would see nothing…a blank canvas that could be interpreted in any number of ways. Jean Luc’s expression was the same whether he was singing a French lullaby to one of his babies, or skinning a gator, or shooting a wild hog. Evan always wondered if emotions were afraid to cross the path of the big man’s face, but what he’d learned in the years as he grew from a babe in his father’s giant arms to his sometimes-reluctant sidekick was that the answer to everything was in Jean Luc’s blue eyes. Every emotion the man felt was there, and now as Evan stared up at his Paw, he saw the horror there, the compassion, and the worry. Evan knew the worry would be for his own wife and daughters, and the wives and daughters of his neighbors. Evan’s Paw taught him an infinite number of things. He’d grow up learning how to work hard. He’d know how to fish, hunt, fight, love, provide for and protect his family. But the ability to do any of that without letting the rest of the world know what you were thinking as you did it, that was the one thing Jean Luc taught his son that Evan used most to shape his future.

* * *

It was over thirty years since that day in the swamps when Evan looked down into the eyes of the man responsible for leaving that poor woman to rot in the mud or be eaten by predators. But as he looked down into the man’s terrified brown eyes, not a soul in the room could have even guessed what he was thinking.

“Bonjou, Christoff.”

The man on the floor may not have known what the big, dark-haired, blue-eyed, heavily-tattooed man looking down at him was thinking either…but he obviously knew enough about the man to be very afraid. In an almost inaudible, shaky voice the brown-eyed man managed to squeak out, “Bonjou, Blackheart.”

 

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Book Tour ~ Crimson ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke

Title: Crimson
Series: Southside Skulls MC
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: April 6, 2020

 

 

 

Eric “Crimson” Adair came from Scotland to America with one thing on his mind, to find his little brother Lucas and take him home. Amelia Sanders is looking to escape her overbearing brother. A mysterious woman named Mia will bring the two together and while Crimson turns to the Southside Skulls for help finding his brother, Amelia will struggle to escape from the ranch, and from Mia. The only problem she’s facing: How does a person escape a part of herself?
Dax Marshall is smart, savvy, and sometimes ruthless. His leadership of the Southside Skulls has taken them to places that even his father, the legendary Doc Marshall, never thought they could go. But when he agrees to help Crimson track down Lucas he inadvertently pulls the club into a dangerous web that involves a hit man, a Mexican drug lord, and the FBI. Dax and the Skulls are prepared to fight to defend their club and their territory, as always, but what Dax never bargained for was the kidnapping of his sweet little girl, and the turmoil that follows.
From Mexico to Boston, this action-packed story will explore mental illness, family loyalty, and the tightrope that is often walked between the right and wrong sides of the law. As usual, the Southside Skulls, led by the one and only Dax Marshall, are ready to take you on a wild ride.

 

Prologue – Acapulco, Mexico

Ernesto De La Cruz knew he wasn’t an easy man to look at. He’d been cursed as a teenager with a case of acne that would have rivaled any leper in the Dark Ages for the scars it left behind on his skin. His entire body was covered with them, but the ones on his face he couldn’t hide. They were deep and made his cheeks look like those big craters out in the desert, the ones people paid money to look at, where some shyster claimed a meteor had struck the earth. Ernesto didn’t believe that bullshit. He also didn’t believe that the pretty dark-haired señorita who was currently batting her long eyelashes at him found him in any way attractive. What he knew she saw was the expensive watch, the designer suit and sunglasses, the shiny, two-thousand-dollar shoes…and maybe she’d gotten a glimpse of the fat money clip he’d pulled out of his pocket to pay for his drink. He was no fool, for sure…but that didn’t mean he was crazy enough to not take advantage of every opportunity that came his way, either. He raised his drink to the dark-haired, dark-eyed beauty and then downed the amber liquid and felt the burn as it slid down his throat and into his stomach.

He kept his own dark eyes, covered by the mirrored sunglasses, on the señorita, and took the buzzing phone out of his pocket. He knew who it was without glancing at it. The phone was a burner, and he’d been given it for one thing only, so that Tomas could get in touch with him. Tomas was the go-between for Ernesto and the man who was actually paying him for this job. Ernesto knew who he was working for, and he didn’t like having to deal with him through a “yes” man. He thought it disrespectful that a man who wanted another man dead couldn’t talk to him face to face.

Not that Tomas Locastro was a nobody. In the impoverished community that clung to a hillside in Mexico, where his boss had built an empire, Tomas was known as “El Dimonio,” or “The Demon.”

“Hola,” he said into the phone to Tomas.

“Speak English, puto!” Tomas snapped at him, and not for the first time. Ernesto didn’t like to be talked down to, especially by a “yes” man. Ernesto barely spoke Spanish. He only did it to antagonize Tomas, and it worked. Ernesto was born in Philadelphia and he’d even worked hard to rid himself of the strong East Philly accent. People thought it made him sound “stupid,” and that couldn’t have been further from the truth.

Tomas was born in a border town in Texas, and it was obvious to Ernesto that he had worked hard to rid himself of his Spanish accent, which was why it annoyed him so badly when Ernesto spoke Spanish to him. What Ernesto knew about Tomas was that he had graduated high school, and he’d been the first in his family to go to college, and on an academic scholarship to boot. The man was said to be brilliant, and at that time he’d had an eye on politics. After obtaining a degree in liberal arts with a major in civics and minor in economics, Tomas had gone home to Texas and he had run for a local city office in his hometown, and won. He went from there to mayor of his home town, and then, just when he could almost smell the expensive interior of the Governor’s mansion, his little brother called him, and what he had to say changed the course of Tomas’ life.

His brother told him that their sister was in Mexico, in prison. She’d been in trouble before for drugs and prostitution, and this time she’d been caught trying to smuggle drugs across the border, but she was caught on the Mexican side and a Mexican prison was no place a man could leave his sister, even if she was worthless. The rest of the story was all rumor, but Ernesto heard that somehow El Dimonio had enlisted the help of one of the most powerful drug lords in Mexico City. His sister went home, but Tomas Locastro stayed. Whether it was out of debt to the cartel, or a liking for the lifestyle, no one seemed to know, but what Ernesto did know was that demons never worked alone. Tomas was working for the devil himself, a cartel leader named Pancho Gutierrez…and that was the man who had hired Ernesto for this job.

“How can I help you, Tomas?”

“He said he’ll see you.” Ernesto smiled. The money they were offering for such an easy job was more than he was willing to turn down, but he hadn’t let on to Tomas that he was even considering the job. Instead, he’d insisted on meeting the “Boss” first. He wanted one of the most important men in Mexico to look him in the eyes and tell him he needed his expertise. Ernesto made his living as a hitman, and he made a good one. But what Ernesto wanted, and needed, more than anything was not money. It was notoriety and respect, and a face-to-face with Pancho Gutierrez would be a giant step in that direction.

“Perfect,” Ernesto told Tomas. “Where and when?”

“We will meet you at the resort for breakfast at 9 a.m. tomorrow. You’ve had time, I trust, to map out your plan?” Tomas was staying at a posh resort in Acapulco, only minutes from the violence-ravaged community where the cartel had set up shop.

“Of course I have a plan.” Tomas and Ernesto had been talking for a week, but Ernesto had already “mapped out his plan” within the first forty-eight hours. He’d flown from Philadelphia to Boston, found his mark, followed him for a day, and decided this would be the easiest job he’d had so far. But of course, he wasn’t about to pull the trigger until he had exactly what he wanted…a meeting with Pancho Gutierrez, and a bag full of cash.

“Good. He’ll want to hear it.”

“And he will,” Ernesto said.

“Cabana 100, and don’t be late. Come alone and unarmed. If you try any funny business, you’ll wish your wop mother had never spread her legs for that filthy border rat of a father of yours.”

Ernesto felt the hot blood race through his veins. Obviously, Tomas had done his research as well. Nothing flipped his switch faster than someone calling his father a “border rat” or his mother a “wop.” His Polish mother had gone on a high school trip to Texas, where she met his father. She’d run away with him, but the two of them eventually returned to Philadelphia when they were out of money and had a child to feed. His mother’s grandfather had set them up in a place to live and he’d given her new husband, Ernesto’s father, a job in his landscaping business. His father worked hard, and his mother came from a good family, but Ernesto and his father never fit in. Their dark hair, eyes, and skin, and his father’s poor grasp of English, left them ostracized, and on top of that, Ernesto was teased unmercifully for his terrible acne. The kids called his father a “border rat” and when they were feeling really mean, his mother a “wop.” Ernesto took the abuse for years, but at the tender age of fourteen, he finally snapped, and he also snapped the neck of some asshole who dared to call his father names to his face. At first, he was euphoric. It felt better than anything he’d ever done. But of course not long after, he panicked and because he didn’t know what else to do, he went to his father and confessed. His father told his mother, and wanted Ernesto to go to the police and turn himself in. His mother had put her foot down then. Ernesto liked to think he got his cool head from his mother. Without so much as raising her voice she said, “This is what you’re going to do…” She looked at his father and said, “You’re pouring cement at the Lawrence Estate this week, right?” When he nodded she said, “Take that body, and plant him under the cement. Then, not a one of us is to say a word about this again, ever.” That was exactly what they did…and now at the age of thirty, Ernesto was working on his fifteenth kill.

He took a deep breath now, knowing that Tomas was only testing him, and he said, “I will be there, alone, and unarmed.” He hung up the phone then and motioned the cabana boy for another drink. After slamming that one back, he finally crooked a finger and motioned for the sexy señorita. She didn’t hesitate to come to him and he couldn’t take his eyes off the way her huge tits jiggled over the top of the sexy little pink minidress she was wearing. It was so short that if he tipped his head slightly to the side, he could probably make out the lips of her pussy. But he didn’t need to do that; he knew he’d be taking her back to his room and seeing all of her, all night long.

“What’s your name, beautiful?”

She batted those long, fake eyelashes at him and said, “Blanca.”

“Blanca, are you a whore?” She looked taken aback and with her painted-on eyebrows drawn together she said:

“No sir, I am not.”

She spun on her high heel and he watched her big ass jiggle before saying, “Wait! It was an honest question, considering where we’re at, and that you’re here alone.”

She turned slowly back toward him and now her eyes were filled with tears. “I’m in Acapulco with my girlfriend, but she found some hombre at the club last night and I haven’t seen her since. We leave tomorrow and I just decided that it was time I had some fun too.”

He put a big hand out and let it rest against one of her meaty thighs. She didn’t flinch. She might not be a paid whore, but this girl was no virgin. Ernesto was glad of that, and of the fact that no one would be the wiser if things back at his room went further than he wanted them to. He never meant to hurt them…but sometimes he lost his head, and one had to make the sacrifice. That was why he always chose whores, or society’s forgotten. He liked his fun, but it wasn’t worth prison time because he pulled the belt just a little too tight around that long, pretty neck by accident. “Well, Blanca,” he said, “my name is Ernie, and I think the two of us are going to have a great time together tonight.” Blanca blushed and giggled as his hand rode up higher on the back of her thigh. He liked that. But what really turned him on, what he really liked, was to hear them scream…
 

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Book Tour ~ Boots ~ by ~ Jessie Cooke

Title: Boots
Series: Phoenix Skulls MC
Author: Jessie Cooke
Genre: MC Romance
Release Date: January 13, 2020

 

 
Loyalty is everything.
Neglected at home, bullied in school, Matteo “Boots” Romano had to learn too young how to take care of himself.
 
Raised in a 1% MC by a father who thought of her as little more than a commodity, Celeste Hall spent her young life plotting her escape.
 
Whether it was fate that brought them together that night, or Matteo’s resolve to see the mysterious, beautiful Celeste one more time before he left New York, neither of them might ever know. But when the two teenagers literally collide in the night, they set in motion a series of events that will take them across the United States and even into Mexico as Celeste runs from her past, her present, and an uncertain future…and Boots searches for a place where he might finally feel like he truly belongs.
 
Just as Boots starts to fall in love with the feisty young woman with eyes the color of the sea, he is forced to learn a hard truth, that loyalty might just be no more than a word in the dictionary.
 
Celeste will spend the better part of the next decade on the run, moving from one dangerous situation to the next, while Boots forges a path toward success. When he ultimately takes a fork in the road that leads him to the Westside Skulls clubhouse, he’ll finally discover the place he’s been searching for, the place where he belongs. From Westside in Fresno to the newest chapter of the Skulls in Phoenix, Boots will once again begin to carve out his own future…one that will suddenly be threatened by a web of lies, a brutal murder and the kidnapping of a young boy.
When it looks like Boots might have committed these heinous acts, will the Skulls turn their backs on one of their own? Or will they pull together and prove to Boots and the rest of the world that the U.S. Marine’s aren’t the only brotherhood who refuse to leave a man behind?

Prologue – Present Day
Boots signed for his belongings and walked out of the jail, squinting at the hot Phoenix sun as soon as he stepped outside. Once his eyes adjusted, he saw his long-haired, tattooed friend, Finn McGregor, leaning into his Harley and watching him. Finn was called “Snake” by most of the guys, and he also went by VP since he had been patched over as vice president of the Phoenix Skulls. But to Boots, at least one to one, he was just his crazy, Irish friend. They’d been through a lot together in the short year they’d known each other, and Finn’s green eyes were some of the most expressive ones that Boots had ever seen. But for the first time since he met the young, friendly Irishman, he was afraid to look into them. It had been one hell of a few weeks…the worst in Boots’ life, and that was saying a lot.
He finally stepped down toward the parking lot, reaching Snake in a few steps. Snake put his hand out and the two men clasped fists and brought it in for a quick hug. When Boots pulled back Snake said, “How bad was it?”
Boots didn’t want to talk about it, and the bruises on his face and knuckles should tell his friend all he really needed to know. If he wanted more of the story, he’d have to see the binder holding Boots’ ribs together and the spaces way in the back where there used to be teeth, before the side of his face made contact with a massive fist. None of that was the worst part, though. The worst scars Boots would carry inside of him, the way he had with everything else his entire life. “Not too,” he said. “But if anyone knows what it’s like in there, it’s you.”
Snake grinned. “Hey, I haven’t been locked up in over a year.”
Boots smiled. “Some kind of record, huh?” Boots had a rough life, but as an adult he’d avoided jail, until now. “Where’s my bike?”
“Prince is on his way to pick you up in the van. I just didn’t want to leave you waiting out here by yourself.” That made sense considering that he was the pariah of the community these days; even in the parking lot of the busiest jail in Maricopa County it surprised Boots that some of the “community” weren’t waiting for him with pitchforks and torches. What interested him the most about Snake’s “answer” to his question was that the Irishman avoided telling him where his bike had ended up.
“Okay, thanks. But where’s my bike?”
Snake grimaced and said, “What’s left of it is at the shop.”
“Fuck.” The sound of the Phoenix Skulls van pulling into the lot sent a jolt of relief through Boots’ body. He was never one to back down from a fight, but as of late he’d had more than his fair share. Just then all he wanted was to be in his own trailer, in his own shower and his own clothes and his own bed. Three weeks in county jail had been a special kind of hell…
“Dax Marshall’s old lady is here.”
Boots took his eyes off the van as Prince parked it alongside them, and looked back at Snake. “Jace asked her to come?”
Snake nodded. “He said he didn’t trust anyone else to defend you.”
Boots sighed. “You think that means he believes me?”
Snake, always the peacemaker, nodded enthusiastically. “Of course he believes you. Brother, we all know you and we know there’s no fucking way you’d ever…you know, do that.”
Snake couldn’t even bring himself to say it…what Boots was being charged with. Boots didn’t blame him; the words were ugly, the accusation even uglier. “Hey, man, we better get a move on,” Prince said. “There’s a group of about a dozen people out front with signs and bullhorns and shit. I’d lie down in back if I were you as we go by.”
Fuck. Boots wished he would wake up from this nightmare and find out that it was all just that…a horrible dream. He wished so many things, the least of which was that he’d never laid eyes on Celeste Hall…or Sadie Gray…whatever the fuck she was calling herself these days. Maybe then, he wouldn’t be a walking target, persona non grata in the first place in his life that had ever really felt like home.
“There he is!” Before Boots could even react to the loud voices, Snake and Prince had their hands on him, pushing him into the van. His first impulse was to stand his ground, and fight, no matter how tired or outnumbered he was. But there was still a part of his brain working rationally, and he knew they were right and he had to get the fuck out of there before things exploded and he ended up right back inside the cement building that loomed behind him.
He was practically shoved into the van by his brothers, and the door was slammed shut, but not before he heard the ugly accusations being hurled in his direction. He’d heard it all before he was locked up, and again while he was inside for three weeks, awaiting his bail hearing…but it never got easier. Hearing it still made him sick to his stomach and although he knew it wasn’t true, it still made him loathe himself.
Prince jumped into the driver’s seat and Boots sat on the floor of the van with his back up against the side. He covered his ears with his hands and they were a mile away in sixty seconds, but Boots didn’t uncover his ears. Even over the noise of the van’s V-8 engine and the stereo that Prince had cranked out, he could hear it…the ugly, hateful word they’d labeled him with…the word that had not only taken up residence in his head but seeped into his soul. For a few seconds he believed that he just couldn’t take it any longer. He had to make it stop. He pulled his head forward, and then slammed it back into the side of the van, and it worked for one blessed second. But then they started again…slowly, and in a whisper. Before long the single voice turned into a collection of voices, voices he recognized. They were the voices of his community, the voices of his brothers and sisters in the club, his new family. They were the voices of the very people who taught him the true meaning of love and respect and family. They were the ones that spoke up for him when he was first accused, the ones who professed to always have his back. But Boots had seen the change in them all…he’d watched as the doubt had seeped into their eyes. And now their voices were in his head, and collectively they were whispering one horrific word. In the past three weeks he’d even considered taking his own life, before someone else did. The only thing stopping him was his fear that when he was dead and gone, that one word would define him forever…maybe it would even be etched into his gravestone. One word, one lie he feared everyone else believed…

 

“Pedophile.”
    

 

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